My friend birthday

Today is my lovely friend's birthday..
I'm so happy...I wonder can do this everyday....
We(Pooi yan,Yee mun,Waei chyi)drop a birthday for her....
We surprise her..Haha..She really stone there...
She is cute,chucky and friendly...
I very happy that having her as my friend...
But at that time,I was think that my birthday izzit going to be as happy as now??
My only wish is....
My boyfriend can celebrate with me...

I was hurt by him...
I was going to cry...
I was going to die...
Why??Why he hurt me so long??
I love him more that everyone...
But he make me thinks that he didn't wan to love me,
miss me,
care me.
Should I break up with him?
But I still love him...